I am tired...

Last night was a rough night. Poor Jonathan was having nightmares (supposedly about ants) and then he made 800 excuses to be awake at 11:30pm. He was up for about 45 minutes total...but I didn't end up going to sleep until almost midnight. I am wondering if the honeymoon period is over and now we are going to see his true reaction to Steve not being here. Only time will tell...but I think we are going to be okay!..just tired!