I can't believe how long it has been since I posted a new blog. SOOOO much has happened since the last time. I am going to try to make it short and sweet.
Work has been keeping me busy which is a good thing. I get to speak to Steve every few days which is really nice. Sometimes Jonathan doesn't want to talk to him but it is usually because he is preoccupied with a toy or a tv show or something. I really hope that Steve doesn't take offense to it because I can't tell you how many times he tells me each day how much he misses his daddy.
One HUGE thing that has happened in my absence is the fact that we moved!!! We were living in a town house with not a lot of room. I was driving about 40 minutes to work every day and it was just taking a toll on me. We moved to a house that is rent to own and I am so excited! IT is the most beautiful house i have ever seen and I can't wait for Steve to see it! I am really nervous for him to see it. I want him to love it as much as I do!
Steve gets to come home in June for a couple of weeks and I can not be more excited!!!! But I am also really nervous. It has been so long since I have seen him. Yes I saw him for 4 days in February but in all reality it has been 5 months. What if things are different? It kind of scares me. I love him so much. I don't want things to be different.
I am trying to plan everything that Steve has asked for while he is home. I want it to be a special time. I want him to enjoy every minute!!! UGH I can't WAIT until he steps off that plane!!!
Otherwise, things have have pretty much been the same. I have become great friends with our family readiness chair and I don't know what I would do without her. She has been such a help through this move. Her husband is overseas with Steve so she is someone who knows exactly what I am going through. I am enjoying our new house but it is quiet...I get sad a lot. I cry a lot...but I am doing it...I am making it through this year and no one can take that away from me, no matter how much I cry or complain!
Yesterday In Hartford
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